In feb 2004,

My CPU(brain) got infected with a virus named W32.L@C.Worm . Once infected, theres no way of removal. Till now my CPU is still infected with this virus. It is most active when my CPU is in idle mode, when I am sleeping. This virus sometime turns my CPU into "obsession mode". When this mode is activated, it sucks all of my system RAM making it impossible to perform other task. I hope 1 day some kind of Anti Virus program could remove this virus for me.

Driving today was fun except it got screwed abit by some inconsiderate taxi drivers. I know by look at this situation as a passenger, I HOPE THE TAXI STOP FOR ME. But by looking at this situation with me as a driver behind the taxi, I HOPE HE DON"T FUCKING STOP TO PICK UP THE PASSENGER. Because by doing so, my way is blocked and I have to overtake him from the right and the traffic at that time was quite heavy. Every second counts during my driving lesson. 120 mins for 88 bucks. And I just completed subject 14/33 today, was very happy at first coz after subject 14 I get to have a lesson on Automatic Transmission Car which is 101% fun for me, coz I simply hate changing gear and depressing the clutch(on a manual car). Just as I was about to smile, the instructor told me that booking for an Automatic Transmission lesson was not that easy coz its always full. Shortest waiting time is 40 days, like WTF?! By as I reached home, I refresh the booking page online countless times just like getting into a full Maplestory Channel. 15mins later I got a slot on 21st April which is this coming monday. Was like "wow!" from 40days become 3 days? mc strike 4D.

Passed Basic Theory Test With 50/50

Next Up Final Theory Test On 8/5/08

Then Pratical Test

And Bye Bye To Taxi, Bus & Mrt!

No more stucking at orchard road at 3am again, no more late coming during meetups. And I am no longer a student. So the price I pay for bus and mrt is the same as adult, so you can imagine the price.....tsk tsk tsk.

How long can I last?

Sometimes I really bth with certain things.

Guard of hell please bring me along with you.

I know no matter what I do or what I say also won't help much in showing how much I love you. So I shall wait, I believe the longer I wait the more it shows that I truly love you, I have already waited for so long and a little while more won't make a difference, so I shall wait. Till one day you feel it.

And by the way, here's a message to everyone,

The harder you life shows how strong you are, since its hard fuck till it become soft, and when you can do so you will feel contented. But if its hard and you don't fuck it, it will forever be hard.

Believe it or not, I can't forget her. I asked my friends for advise and they say that loving her has become a habit. A habit that I have been having for years and it will take years to kick this bad habit off. Even when stopping at the traffic light during my driving lessons I can think of her. I know that if I continue going for her now is not a wise choice, chances of succeding is still very very low as it is only a one - sided love. While playing counterstrike the other day online, I was then a sniper of the team and they told me something which I think it has a point. They told me "shoot when the target is there, don't wait till its gone then you shoot, by then its useless already" I replied "what if I miss?" and they said "when the time is right, you won't miss"

JEEP WRANGLER RUBICON HERE I COME! !

Step 1 of 3 on 9th April 2008