Suffered day & night for that cape!

*shake head* went for FTT revision class today and I realise I made alot of mistake on my FTT last week lols.

Walau eh i rilli cannot w8 for my test date can? I wanna quickly get the fucking license so that I can drive to m'sia can? Its goin to be fun driving long distances can?

The Osmium Armor which I have been waiting for !

Fucking sian! Failed my FTT, and I don't even know why. Next test is on 27th May and I aint gonna study for it anymore, simply lost motivation just like my 'N' level last year. No point suffering for it, its just a jeep i am driving, its not like a ferrari or lamboghini.

Smoke smoke smoke!

I realise I havent been riding my bike for almost 6 months already? And I know that I am getting fatter and fatter each day, especially when macdonalds can be ordered online. Its like I am tempted to order macdonalds every night when I am hungry.

And my Final Theory Test is coming in 2 days time. If it is successful, I can probably drive by late May or June already depending on the test dates.

Fucking phone giving problems again!

lol. I remembered exactly one year ago nokia N95 just launched and I talked about it on how good it is bla bla bla. Then one year later I complain that this no good that no good. But seriously really no good liao, the fucking slider is not as smooth anymore. And now there's no good phone to change to except waiting nokia to launch its new N96 which I don't know when it will come.

10 more days to my Final Theory Test. And by that time I would have finished all my pratical lessons. Which means after 8 May I can book for my pratical test(last test before license is granted) if I am lucky enough to have a pratical test date which falls on 9 May, and if i pass, I can drive immediatly after I passed on 9 May.

Even if i passed, it was not over yet. Next up is the process of getting the car which I wanted for like 4 years already.

And off course I hope 1 day I will be able to drive you along the coast of m'sia while the sunsets with the rooftop off. Stop at beach with the windshield down to enjoy the cooling wind.

Spend a night at the water chalets in port dickson before heading back to sg.

and for like 24 hours its gonna be like heaven.

FREEDOM ! FREE FROM SHITS

I had a nightmare last night, and it was a real bad one.

I dreamt that you were gone, I won't explain in details but simply just gone. Was like 6am in the morning and I was like crying?(no joke, seriously, if you were me you will understand, its real scary) talk to me in msn if you are interested bout it. For the next 30mins I can't get back to sleep. I went to my balcony to smoke, and at the same time I keep thinking bout the nightmare, I was like thinking if its real, will it be too late?

Sometimes I am wondering, don't you even know that someone is actually secretly in love with you though he never show any actions or tell you? That is coz he wanna bypass the process of saying the 3 words which every guy say to their loved one and then cheat them days later.

I know by saying you won't be able to feel. But I do really hope one day you will understand.

Question: Are girls cruel?

Answer: NO!

Think about it, if you didn't really love a girl, will she have a chance of being cruel to you? Then think again, if you didn't really love her, who is being cruel?

You never know who I love, coz only a fortune teller can tell who I love and I doubt you are one.