It sounds abit like a joke to tell you that Im in love with you now. But this kinda love thingy just come all of a sudden without a warning. And when Im into it, Im not afraid of what the outcome is so long that I know Im not playing around with your feelings. But just that It may be a lil difficult for you to feel my love towards you. Its just that Im too shy to put it in a proper way. I admit that Im a shy person. Especially to the one I love. I may look calm and cool but inside my heart its pumping real fast. As fast as like as if I got an asthma. Sometimes I tried telling people about my problem but it just doesnt help cuz no one ever understands what I wanna put across.

Liking and loving a person is different.

teehee(laughing with my teeth)

me, botak, dora and zg at YI LE currently.

teeeheeeeheeee. wahahahas , enjoying now!!!~

Ok, lets see. Theres no U-turn for me already. As a triathlete I know that every problem lies with me. Be it whether how many competitors I had. I also know that having a good bike or whatever is not gonna help me. It all depends on my fitness. Back to the point, I hereby confess Im in love with a girl already. It may sound funny to some of you but im serious. I admit im easily commited and "tiongxim"(meaning got her = no other) but thats me. To some point of time I can only tell myself that I will try my best to love her but I won't expect any favour in return, cuz I aint doing a business here. But I do have some fears. Its not pain to get rejected by the one you like but it is by the one you love. And thats the difference.

I have gone through alot that I think no one ever had before. So don't blame me for having so much fear or being a coward. You will only understand when you really love a girl.

It shall be a secret till Im ready to take the impact.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Diver, diver! are you ok?

life for me already started to suck already. It takes so hard to get a driving license and look at what car am I driving? Now I cant even afford to buy a land rover. I used to buy the most expensive nokia N-series hp and look at what phone am i using now? Im really too stress and i dunnoe how to de stress. There's still 1 year and 9 months before I can take up a loan at a fucking bank to get my land rover. Its still veh long. I can't wait seriously. Who knows i might die before reaching 21?

Went to JB last night and know some new places and did some stunts at malaysia's expressway. Ate some seafood at some "new" place, washed car & and roaming around. Something happen that make me nervous when entering malaysia at singapore woodlands checkpoint. One of the officers direct me into a lorry lane. When i was at the lorry lane i was like "did i go to the wrong lane? Obviously i aint driving a lorry?" Somehow its a queue open by the checkpoint to regulate traffic. Not much waiting there but at the malaysia side theres some waiting for like 10mins. Overall waiting time was good despite having a little jam. Meet up wif jes and her bf at some closed down caltex near the old checkpoint. Nothing much actually. Except me revving my V6 engine to 140km/h at the expressway. The feeling of driving a SUV at such speed is crazy. Any strong winds can send the SUV flying. Top up wif V-power petrol and back to singapore.