What hurts me the most is not that you rejected me. But its that I don't have the courage to tell you that I love you and I gave up. I can forgive myself for giving up my N level exam coz that is pure BULLSHIT! but I can't forgive myself for giving up on you coz you're a million times more important than that crap exam. I know that there is almost no U-turn now and even if there is, you might not even accept me.