10 more days to my Final Theory Test. And by that time I would have finished all my pratical lessons. Which means after 8 May I can book for my pratical test(last test before license is granted) if I am lucky enough to have a pratical test date which falls on 9 May, and if i pass, I can drive immediatly after I passed on 9 May.

Even if i passed, it was not over yet. Next up is the process of getting the car which I wanted for like 4 years already.

And off course I hope 1 day I will be able to drive you along the coast of m'sia while the sunsets with the rooftop off. Stop at beach with the windshield down to enjoy the cooling wind.

Spend a night at the water chalets in port dickson before heading back to sg.

and for like 24 hours its gonna be like heaven.

FREEDOM ! FREE FROM SHITS

I had a nightmare last night, and it was a real bad one.

I dreamt that you were gone, I won't explain in details but simply just gone. Was like 6am in the morning and I was like crying?(no joke, seriously, if you were me you will understand, its real scary) talk to me in msn if you are interested bout it. For the next 30mins I can't get back to sleep. I went to my balcony to smoke, and at the same time I keep thinking bout the nightmare, I was like thinking if its real, will it be too late?

Sometimes I am wondering, don't you even know that someone is actually secretly in love with you though he never show any actions or tell you? That is coz he wanna bypass the process of saying the 3 words which every guy say to their loved one and then cheat them days later.

I know by saying you won't be able to feel. But I do really hope one day you will understand.

Question: Are girls cruel?

Answer: NO!

Think about it, if you didn't really love a girl, will she have a chance of being cruel to you? Then think again, if you didn't really love her, who is being cruel?

You never know who I love, coz only a fortune teller can tell who I love and I doubt you are one.

In feb 2004,

My CPU(brain) got infected with a virus named W32.L@C.Worm . Once infected, theres no way of removal. Till now my CPU is still infected with this virus. It is most active when my CPU is in idle mode, when I am sleeping. This virus sometime turns my CPU into "obsession mode". When this mode is activated, it sucks all of my system RAM making it impossible to perform other task. I hope 1 day some kind of Anti Virus program could remove this virus for me.

Driving today was fun except it got screwed abit by some inconsiderate taxi drivers. I know by look at this situation as a passenger, I HOPE THE TAXI STOP FOR ME. But by looking at this situation with me as a driver behind the taxi, I HOPE HE DON"T FUCKING STOP TO PICK UP THE PASSENGER. Because by doing so, my way is blocked and I have to overtake him from the right and the traffic at that time was quite heavy. Every second counts during my driving lesson. 120 mins for 88 bucks. And I just completed subject 14/33 today, was very happy at first coz after subject 14 I get to have a lesson on Automatic Transmission Car which is 101% fun for me, coz I simply hate changing gear and depressing the clutch(on a manual car). Just as I was about to smile, the instructor told me that booking for an Automatic Transmission lesson was not that easy coz its always full. Shortest waiting time is 40 days, like WTF?! By as I reached home, I refresh the booking page online countless times just like getting into a full Maplestory Channel. 15mins later I got a slot on 21st April which is this coming monday. Was like "wow!" from 40days become 3 days? mc strike 4D.

Passed Basic Theory Test With 50/50

Next Up Final Theory Test On 8/5/08

Then Pratical Test

And Bye Bye To Taxi, Bus & Mrt!

No more stucking at orchard road at 3am again, no more late coming during meetups. And I am no longer a student. So the price I pay for bus and mrt is the same as adult, so you can imagine the price.....tsk tsk tsk.

How long can I last?

Sometimes I really bth with certain things.

Guard of hell please bring me along with you.

I know no matter what I do or what I say also won't help much in showing how much I love you. So I shall wait, I believe the longer I wait the more it shows that I truly love you, I have already waited for so long and a little while more won't make a difference, so I shall wait. Till one day you feel it.

And by the way, here's a message to everyone,

The harder you life shows how strong you are, since its hard fuck till it become soft, and when you can do so you will feel contented. But if its hard and you don't fuck it, it will forever be hard.