I have no confidence in my looks and my richness. But I am very confident in truely loving you.

SORRY, BLAME IT ON ME !

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

I just realise I didn't go off road biking for very long already, my bike need serious upgrade too. The brake system was not as responsive as it used to be, tires grip sux too. I guess its time I prepare for the next race already. Was surfing the web for all sorts new equipment.

gonna get this helmet asap, I really got phobia on crashing. The aftermath of crashing is really scary, it has the feeling of dying. For a moment there is a shortness of breath, you can't breathe properly and you head is spinning inside. with the above helmet no such thing will happen, but the price is a fucking 300USD. But who cares? So long it can protect me then its alright lols.

wanna get this brake caliper too, it has got 6 piston compare to my 2 piston. And anyone knows what does floating disc rotor fucking mean?

Actually theres more, alot alot more. My fucking bike just issn't up to standard to go high speed during off roading. And coz of that i always lose in race.

Its not that I never let you feel that I love you can? Its that I don't have the chance can? You discouraged me once by asking me to give up, but did I? And pls don't listen to what others say, though I don't look like I love you is coz I don't wanna repeat the same mistake again. If I were to make it obvious people around will make a joke about it and eventually you will start hating me. Just try and understand me pls? And the reason I smoke = I stress.

PISCES MALE
You are sensitive and passionate, however somewhat unstable. You are attracted to strong voluptuous women. You can be extremely changeable, saying one thing to your lover and then turning around and doing exactly the opposite. You are very intuitive regarding acquaintances however quite blind to the defects of those you love. You love to go first class and will over extend yourself in order to shower your mate with expensive gifts.

Too real to believe? I never edit anything. Its found on http://www.lovetest.com/astromate/pisces.html

To the girl I confessed to:

Though the above seems real, it may only be an coincidence. Like I told you before I only love you. And you also told me before that one sided love won't last long so you clearly know that there are some things I have to forget. I already gave up once and the pain was too hard to endure and I can't bear the pain anymore to give up on you. So don't bother asking me to give up coz you know that I won't and that will only piss me off. I know sometimes I do have some attitude problem and the way I talk is rude, thats coz i care about you

There are plenty of fishes in the sea, people out there only worry about whether they have the fishing rod or not. But this does not apply to me, because I am fishing for a dolphin. Though sometimes I get bored and decided to give up on fishing the dolphin, and went to fish for some fishes in the sea instead. Trust me, fishes are much more easy to fish than a dolphin. But those fishes won't last long. Dolphins are clever creatures, they are not easy to catch. Please prove me wrong coz I have been fishing for it for 3 years now. Though it is impossible but I can't help it, coz i only like dolphin.

What hurts me the most is not that you rejected me. But its that I don't have the courage to tell you that I love you and I gave up. I can forgive myself for giving up my N level exam coz that is pure BULLSHIT! but I can't forgive myself for giving up on you coz you're a million times more important than that crap exam. I know that there is almost no U-turn now and even if there is, you might not even accept me.