Its been a week. Normally cases like this I would take 1-3 days to forget. But till now I still can't forget you. This is good news and bad news. The good news is I really love you. Initially I thought is was just a crush. A short liking. But not being able to forget you within 1-3 days shows something else. In my 19 years 8 mths of life I've never love a girl as much as I love you. The most serious thing is we have already zero contact with each other and I still can't forget you. Im not trying to bullshit here cuz I don't think this will change anything either. But just to let you know that I have been dreaming bout you when I sleep for straight 7 nights. They say time will heal, but it seems like time is making me love you more. The bad news is what can I do? All I can do is bluff myself that you are somehow kidnapped and I hope 1 day I will find you.

But one thing, if Im really in love with you, there's nothing on earth you can do to make me forget you.

So now let time tell.

Thats where the "PIANG" came out from but its as strong as me to take impacts

Price to pay for off roading = wash car

Currently very high after an off road trip. Recently I found an off road track beside TP and didn't have a chance to check it out due to timing problems. These kinda places can only be explored at night, as there are many eyes during day time. So im curious whats in there, and so I went in just now with yh. Quite a long trail that covered half of the perimeter of TP. The mud holes are deep and chances of my vehicle getting stuck and damaged is quite high, but thats part of off roading lols. After exploring for awhile we discovered a part of the track with very thick muds. And I was like "shall we go in? what if we get stuck?" then yh gave me the confidence and so I gain some speed and ran over it. That kind of feeling is really shoik, the car skid left and right and you can feel that its very slippery. You gotta experience it to understand what im talking about. On our way out something really scare the hell outta me. Theres a police car passing by, and if he were to approach me I can't really explain myself. Cuz im not suppose to be in that "trail" at all. But who cares? off roading is all about taking risk. You got stuck, you gotta find everyway to get out.

Next stop, we went into some random heavy vehicle carpark and decided to do some curb climbing, and its like the curb is so tall that if i climb it my car is sure gotta get some damage. But again its off roading =D. So i engage the 4 wheel drive on my vehicle and started climbing the curb. Initially was find then after a second there on loud "PIANG" and I was like "uh oh" lols! Went out of the vehicle and check and fortunately nothing was damage =)

Someone say me dota noob in fb, den juz now dunno who dun wanna help me in dota lor. dun wan say her name lor LOL!

Im sorry for all the rudeness. Its just that I really fall for you already otherwise I won't be that jealous. Im currently adjusting myself to get used to this kinda jealousy stuffs. Im already 100% into you so do forgive me if im jealous at times.

It sounds abit like a joke to tell you that Im in love with you now. But this kinda love thingy just come all of a sudden without a warning. And when Im into it, Im not afraid of what the outcome is so long that I know Im not playing around with your feelings. But just that It may be a lil difficult for you to feel my love towards you. Its just that Im too shy to put it in a proper way. I admit that Im a shy person. Especially to the one I love. I may look calm and cool but inside my heart its pumping real fast. As fast as like as if I got an asthma. Sometimes I tried telling people about my problem but it just doesnt help cuz no one ever understands what I wanna put across.

Liking and loving a person is different.

teehee(laughing with my teeth)

me, botak, dora and zg at YI LE currently.

teeeheeeeheeee. wahahahas , enjoying now!!!~

Ok, lets see. Theres no U-turn for me already. As a triathlete I know that every problem lies with me. Be it whether how many competitors I had. I also know that having a good bike or whatever is not gonna help me. It all depends on my fitness. Back to the point, I hereby confess Im in love with a girl already. It may sound funny to some of you but im serious. I admit im easily commited and "tiongxim"(meaning got her = no other) but thats me. To some point of time I can only tell myself that I will try my best to love her but I won't expect any favour in return, cuz I aint doing a business here. But I do have some fears. Its not pain to get rejected by the one you like but it is by the one you love. And thats the difference.

I have gone through alot that I think no one ever had before. So don't blame me for having so much fear or being a coward. You will only understand when you really love a girl.

It shall be a secret till Im ready to take the impact.

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