Its been a week. Normally cases like this I would take 1-3 days to forget. But till now I still can't forget you. This is good news and bad news. The good news is I really love you. Initially I thought is was just a crush. A short liking. But not being able to forget you within 1-3 days shows something else. In my 19 years 8 mths of life I've never love a girl as much as I love you. The most serious thing is we have already zero contact with each other and I still can't forget you. Im not trying to bullshit here cuz I don't think this will change anything either. But just to let you know that I have been dreaming bout you when I sleep for straight 7 nights. They say time will heal, but it seems like time is making me love you more. The bad news is what can I do? All I can do is bluff myself that you are somehow kidnapped and I hope 1 day I will find you.

But one thing, if Im really in love with you, there's nothing on earth you can do to make me forget you.

So now let time tell.

Thats where the "PIANG" came out from but its as strong as me to take impacts

Price to pay for off roading = wash car

Currently very high after an off road trip. Recently I found an off road track beside TP and didn't have a chance to check it out due to timing problems. These kinda places can only be explored at night, as there are many eyes during day time. So im curious whats in there, and so I went in just now with yh. Quite a long trail that covered half of the perimeter of TP. The mud holes are deep and chances of my vehicle getting stuck and damaged is quite high, but thats part of off roading lols. After exploring for awhile we discovered a part of the track with very thick muds. And I was like "shall we go in? what if we get stuck?" then yh gave me the confidence and so I gain some speed and ran over it. That kind of feeling is really shoik, the car skid left and right and you can feel that its very slippery. You gotta experience it to understand what im talking about. On our way out something really scare the hell outta me. Theres a police car passing by, and if he were to approach me I can't really explain myself. Cuz im not suppose to be in that "trail" at all. But who cares? off roading is all about taking risk. You got stuck, you gotta find everyway to get out.

Next stop, we went into some random heavy vehicle carpark and decided to do some curb climbing, and its like the curb is so tall that if i climb it my car is sure gotta get some damage. But again its off roading =D. So i engage the 4 wheel drive on my vehicle and started climbing the curb. Initially was find then after a second there on loud "PIANG" and I was like "uh oh" lols! Went out of the vehicle and check and fortunately nothing was damage =)

Someone say me dota noob in fb, den juz now dunno who dun wanna help me in dota lor. dun wan say her name lor LOL!

Im sorry for all the rudeness. Its just that I really fall for you already otherwise I won't be that jealous. Im currently adjusting myself to get used to this kinda jealousy stuffs. Im already 100% into you so do forgive me if im jealous at times.

It sounds abit like a joke to tell you that Im in love with you now. But this kinda love thingy just come all of a sudden without a warning. And when Im into it, Im not afraid of what the outcome is so long that I know Im not playing around with your feelings. But just that It may be a lil difficult for you to feel my love towards you. Its just that Im too shy to put it in a proper way. I admit that Im a shy person. Especially to the one I love. I may look calm and cool but inside my heart its pumping real fast. As fast as like as if I got an asthma. Sometimes I tried telling people about my problem but it just doesnt help cuz no one ever understands what I wanna put across.

Liking and loving a person is different.

teehee(laughing with my teeth)

me, botak, dora and zg at YI LE currently.

teeeheeeeheeee. wahahahas , enjoying now!!!~

Ok, lets see. Theres no U-turn for me already. As a triathlete I know that every problem lies with me. Be it whether how many competitors I had. I also know that having a good bike or whatever is not gonna help me. It all depends on my fitness. Back to the point, I hereby confess Im in love with a girl already. It may sound funny to some of you but im serious. I admit im easily commited and "tiongxim"(meaning got her = no other) but thats me. To some point of time I can only tell myself that I will try my best to love her but I won't expect any favour in return, cuz I aint doing a business here. But I do have some fears. Its not pain to get rejected by the one you like but it is by the one you love. And thats the difference.

I have gone through alot that I think no one ever had before. So don't blame me for having so much fear or being a coward. You will only understand when you really love a girl.

It shall be a secret till Im ready to take the impact.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Diver, diver! are you ok?

life for me already started to suck already. It takes so hard to get a driving license and look at what car am I driving? Now I cant even afford to buy a land rover. I used to buy the most expensive nokia N-series hp and look at what phone am i using now? Im really too stress and i dunnoe how to de stress. There's still 1 year and 9 months before I can take up a loan at a fucking bank to get my land rover. Its still veh long. I can't wait seriously. Who knows i might die before reaching 21?

Went to JB last night and know some new places and did some stunts at malaysia's expressway. Ate some seafood at some "new" place, washed car & and roaming around. Something happen that make me nervous when entering malaysia at singapore woodlands checkpoint. One of the officers direct me into a lorry lane. When i was at the lorry lane i was like "did i go to the wrong lane? Obviously i aint driving a lorry?" Somehow its a queue open by the checkpoint to regulate traffic. Not much waiting there but at the malaysia side theres some waiting for like 10mins. Overall waiting time was good despite having a little jam. Meet up wif jes and her bf at some closed down caltex near the old checkpoint. Nothing much actually. Except me revving my V6 engine to 140km/h at the expressway. The feeling of driving a SUV at such speed is crazy. Any strong winds can send the SUV flying. Top up wif V-power petrol and back to singapore.

What Is Love?

To me, love is when I know about some secret bout her, be it negative or positive, but usually negative, I still love her.

Whenever I got something to share, for example maybe in the future when I bought my Land Rover the person whom I will like to bring her with to collect my car would be her.

When misunderstandings arise, I usually trust her first no matter what others say.

Love keeps no record of wrongs. Whatever wrong things she did is never wrong to me.

thats all i can think about....

Had nowhere to go just now so meet my friends at eunos mrt station, then drove to autobacs to buy some interior lights. Then we move on to orchard. After I parked, a "mechanic" tried to help me install an interior light but he didn't make it. Reason being that light bulb has a Positive and Negative side and I think he got it wrong. We then move on to eunos for dinner. Then we go to punggol for some crazy off road trail. Completely dark and theres a bridge that seems so fragile that can let my car pass through. We then step out and check out the bridge, checked the foundation and stuffs and it seems ok and then I slowly drive pass it. And fortunately we made it. Above pics are taken after the off road trail. Well....got that washed for just 8 dollars LOL.

Just spent 1hr doing up my car, changing the foggies bulb and putting on new stickers. Quite a difficult job as the foggies bulb were hard to remove. But the difficult job is worth, now all my lights are working again.

Went to bugis area this afternoon to buy my broadband router as my existing one really got screwed up badly. Brought my dad's watch for a battery change. And to bugis st to buy some decals. And to bugis junction for a lil key chain.

Last but not least, to suntec for designing a carsign, it will be a POWER one so do look out for it in a week time.

I think I will have to make another trip to autobacs soon, some of my car's cabin lights are dead and they need replacement.

how i wished i could drive you to tanah merah on a rainy day, unfortunately it got blocked. If not its a good place to be when its raining. Quite a long stretch of beach and cars can be driven up close to the beach.

Went for anna bdae today, not really happening la, more like a gathering lor. Usual stuffs dinner and cut cake, and myself i ate 40+bucks worth of food, all solo. Going be Zhu Ba Jie soon.

Went to haji lane for sheesha, its been 1mth+ since I last went there. Slacked and talked business.

• If its the looks you want, I don't have it.

• If its money, I don't have much too, but definitely enough to give you happiness.

• But there's only one thing I had, and its my heart. And thats the only thing I can give. I only have one so I can only give you.

Meetup wif aq around 6 to go marina for dinner. The most sian dinner i ever had wif her LOL. She was sian-ed cuz she cant find her bag. Well I was sian-ed cuz u noe....

To aq: move on, there are so many bags out there! (i'm a fast learner eh?)

Meetup with jon, zhirong and lian later on, and they really make my day SO MUCH better la LOL!

Then we went to find yinghao and went to punggol end for some off-road and testing of headlights. Then jon tell his wonderful story and i am so into it.

To jon: nice one you had out there! You saved me from hell! Seriously!

For those who is wondering whats the Sun Wu Kong Im talking about. Here is it.

Its my new maple character.

And its my bdae today. Woke up at 2+ bath and change and head down to eunos to fetch "botak". Upon arrival I saw someone with him and I asked who is that. Reply was his friend. I can't see properly as its raining. To my surprise it was pehchen. Really surprise la. I nv expect wan. lols! Headed down to vivo and wait for all the guys to come. And its time to cut cake, and of course they wun let me off lah, my whole face tio cake. Then headed to geylang for dinner. Then send pehpeh hme. Overall was fun!

But the mighty Sun Wu Kong got rejected in the end. Sun Wu Kong got stress and travel with his cloud at 140km/h home after slaying zombies at granlink.

ok here is it, theres something in this world money really cant buy.

With $2000 I can get a 2inch lift kit for my car.
With $1500 I can get a Bull Bar for my car.
With $300 I can get a set of wheel spacers
With $1000 I can get a set of new Mud Terrain Tires
With $1000 I can buy my nokia N96
With $500 I can get a pair of HID headlights

But with how much to get her?

omfg man! the rain this few days is crazy man. On monday I went to fetch pc frm sch and went to amk hub for lunch and guess wad happened at the carpark? One truck has got his wheel spinning as the ground was very slippery and he has got no traction at all. Well......i was like how the fuck am i gonna get out? cuz its like a slope and its slippery? Was driving that red van and it has got no 4x4. But still managed to get out without wheels spinning. And i've been enjoying driving around this few days, rain was really heavy and there were huge puddles of water on the expressway and i love the feeling of wheels running over puddles and splashing water everywhere! Who says Off road vehicles aint useful in singapore? When its raining heavily, trust me, you will feel safer with a 4x4 vehicle.

been very no life lately, hav been goin out lesser, got nowhr else to go liao lols. And that means computer games again. Nvm, but the game is gunbound LOL! That was like a game i played 5yrs back? Nth else to say le.

Woke up at 7am, washup then walked a mile to my car, not really a mile but when you just woke up and still feel abit tired walking to your car 2blocks away really do feel like a mile. Started the engine and listen to a few tracks before heading to bedok to pick pehchen up. Traffic there was bad, lots of jam. Lucky I'm not driving a manual transmission or I will have a hard time stepping on and off the clutch. The expressway was smooth and that made the journey to NYP at just 30mins. Were suppose to have breakfast but mum called and ask me to go down to office asap, so I dropped the idea. Reached office at around 9+ and at 10am back to NYP AGAIN! but this time is to work. Working there was really easy life. Air con was cold and environment is clean. 2 hours later the job is done and was happily going to my car but unfortunately it was clamped. lols! Gotten a notice at my windshield asking me to report to a guard at Blk A and fuck that cuz I thought it was gonna again be miles away cuz i only illegally parked at around Blk R. Logic tells me that A and R is far apart. But logic was wrong, they were just about 1blk apart. Talked to the guard and he ask "are you a student here?" In my mind was like "I hope I am?" I said hope! Got my car released and off I go to a nearby food centre for my lunch, was dam hungry, I didn't even had my breakfast.